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Monday the 11th of June 2007

10:17:48 PM (5338 days, 9h, 47min ago)

Just me....

John 20 (The Message)
3-4 Peter and the other disciple left immediately for the tomb. They ran, neck and neck. The other disciple got to the tomb first, outrunning Peter.
I was allowed to be a guest @ this event that I won't name and this person blasted one of 2 cats for giving bread to the needy. 
Question: Is not expressing hate and satanic influience the best way for someone to get  they(their) ass pushed up to their collar bones by a real nigg#*?  Proverbs 26:3 A whip for the horse, a halter for the donkey, and a rod for the backs of fools!
But instead of eye for an eye; the 'giving' cat followed Proverbs 10:12 and shut the fake down!!!  Praise God....satin lost yet another one.  Give God all the glory!  Amen.
Proverbs 10:12 (The Message)
Hatred starts fights, but love pulls a quilt over the bickering.
If a person you know from your home town did drugs for most of their life one day declared God called them to ministry; not would you laugh...but why?
If you saw that person the following year and they were smoking cigarettes but no longer did crack, heroin, pills or weed; why would you ignore what and where God has brought them from and feel in your heart that person was a fake preacher? 
I asked this because, like the ex-junky I described above, I'm dealing with the same the type of cats.  Cats who knew the 100 things Sal use to do but now struggle with only one of them and they completely ignore where God has brought me from; to give satin all the glory.  And they say their SAVED!!!!  Psalm 119:113 I hate double-minded men, but I love your law.   lol...lol...  
....the cats doing this are bisexual, lesbian, fornicators, adulteres, drug users, acoholics, liars, cheats and so on.  So, why are these types of cats judging me?  HELP!!!  (minus Jesus)Why do they want me to be like no man or woman in the Word....PERFECT?  I mean...if I came off as being perfect, would that not make me a fake?  hmmmm.  It's so hard being a young, and still growing and a keeping it 'Real'; man of God when fakes call me fake and only consider real if I live a lie and pretend I was better than the Holy Ghost by acting as though I was Jesus part two.  Job 15:6 Your own mouth condemns you, not mine; your own lips testify against you.
I really like Bernie Mac and Steve Harvey.  Like Peter in the Bible, Bernie and Steve use prophanity and proclaim to be Christians.  So, are they fake Christians?  If so...that would make Jesus' #1 man, Peter, a fake also....right?  WRONG!    It amazes me that if the cats who call me fake lived 2,092 years ago....got to see, hear and speak to Jesus and His crew; they would tell all of the disciples and Jesus, they were fakes and not sent from God above.
Proverbs 27:6 The wounds from a lover are worth it; kisses from an enemy do you in.
Psalm 94:17-19 (The Message)
 16-19 Who stood up for me against the wicked?  Who took my side against evil workers?  If God hadn't been there for me, I never would have made it.  The minute I said, "I'm slipping, I'm falling," your love, God, took hold and held me fast.  When I was upset and beside myself,  you calmed me down and cheered me up.
So, I went the truck stop/gas station off of Moreland and I-285 to get a sugar free Power Aid and #1( go to the can).  I open the Men's restroom door and see a cat stuffing food into his pants.  He looked at me stunned, as though he forgot to lock the restroom door as usual.  So, I just shook my head, did not speak and proceeded to #1.  Hmmmm....10 sec later it got quit behind me.  No big deal right?  Nope!  I open my eyes as I'm completing the task @ hand, to see the same thief checking me out....  Stunned, I was fix'n (getting ready not to turn the other cheek) and through a punch.  Then, something said, "zip up".  While doing so, he made a pass @ me.  He said something about himself being a 'bottom', what ever that is....  Zipped!  Now the punch...  but stopped...and out of nowhere came, "satin, I rebuke you in Jesus name."  This is the 'trip part'.  From past public fist fights as a teen and black muslim; I would have stormed out of the place.  But I did not.  I washed my hands and dried them off.  I walked back into the main area of the store.  Then, I spot this cat @ the cash register....Yes!  To play off his crime of stealing a pants full of food; he went to the register to pay for a lotto ticket.  And not in humor but disbelief, I started laughing out loud. lol..lol...@ how crazy we...yes...we can be when influenced by satin/demons.  As I walked to the counter and the other register with my drink, he began to back away and did not speak a word to me.  I left and that was that.  So, thank you Holy Ghost for keeping me out of jail.  And thank you Biz(a RR) for letting me vent about this, later.  Oh.  And if anyone of you are gay or on the dl; me, the Holy Ghost and Jesus; ain't got nothing but love for you.  I don't hate you.  The Word says love your enemies.  I don't even consider you or any gay person my enemy but my soon to be brother and sister in Christ.  Please give your life to God and let Him clean it up.  Cause like you, I also failed @ cleaning my life on my own.  And Yes...I still need cleaning daily.  However, due to growth, the Holy Ghost is now directing me and allowing me to do SOME of the dirty work while He stands guard over my life via the Word.
2 Samuel 22:3
3 my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn(strength) of my salvation.  He is my stronghold, my refuge and my savior— from violent men you save me.
Is it not amazing to hear King David's perspective on being in the House of The Lord?
Psalm 84:8-12 (The Message)
8-9 God-of-the-Angel-Armies, listen:
      O God of Jacob, open your ears—I'm praying!
   Look at our shields, glistening in the sun,
      our faces, shining with your gracious anointing.
 10-12 One day spent in your house, this beautiful place of worship,
      beats thousands spent on Greek island beaches.
   I'd rather scrub floors in the house of my God
      than be honored as a guest in the palace of sin.
   All sunshine and sovereign is God,
      generous in gifts and glory.
   He doesn't scrimp with his traveling companions.
      It's smooth sailing all the way with God-of-the-Angel-Armies.
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